following not recommended, replying not recommended blocking this account is recommended if you recognize the profile pic or the banner, block this account, you're not supposed to see this men and minors dnihttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.socialhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mowovjaexk2dI wonder, does suicide run in our bloodline or smt, my father killed himself, my uncle killed himself, another of my uncle tried to kill himself 23 Jun 2026 05:41 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mowovjaexk2dhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mov2s2epgc2qI'm a trash human, but she's literally making her worst nightmares come true 22 Jun 2026 14:09 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mov2s2epgc2qhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mov2fhs76s2vmom has became annoying enough that now I know for sure that I won't be in contact with her after I come out 22 Jun 2026 14:02 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mov2fhs76s2vhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3moq2qremws2yI'm just realizing what a piece of shit and flawed human I am, I should just kill myself so others don't need to deal with me but I still wanna be alive and change but I don't know if I'm capable of change and kmsing is just the easy way out 20 Jun 2026 14:25 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3moq2qremws2yhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mnhevo46tk2lI need to gaslight myself into feeling better otherwise I'd be stuck in this situation 04 Jun 2026 10:07 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnhevo46tk2lhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mnhelji5ts2lI should really apply for the job my friend sent me but I just don't feel like existing 04 Jun 2026 10:02 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnhelji5ts2lhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mnhedade6c2lI was JUST feeling good enough to program and now I'm back to feeling awful 04 Jun 2026 09:57 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnhedade6c2lhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mnhe7syefk2hI feel like killing myself, I was already feeling awful and this is just making it worse 04 Jun 2026 09:55 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnhe7syefk2hhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mnhe66evck2hI need to get out of this shitty country 04 Jun 2026 09:54 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnhe66evck2hhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mnhe3hqsbk2hthe hair will grow back in time but I'd feel awful the whole time 04 Jun 2026 09:53 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnhe3hqsbk2hhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mnhdwlsxhs2ktime to go back to avoiding reflections and photos 04 Jun 2026 09:50 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnhdwlsxhs2khttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mnhdrfa6j226I feel like I'm in a house with facists and they just took advantage of the inch I gave them and took it to a mile04 Jun 2026 09:47 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnhdrfa6j226https://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mnhdplm7oc26I can already feel my self destructive habits coming on 04 Jun 2026 09:46 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnhdplm7oc26https://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mnhdnr7gvc26I don't wanna be seen as a man, much less a gay man 04 Jun 2026 09:45 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnhdnr7gvc26https://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mnhdcbrg2k26doesn't help brainworms were going wild and now I look like a normie and I don't recognize myself in the mirror 04 Jun 2026 09:39 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnhdcbrg2k26https://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mnhd7avmp226I had finally started feeling like myself with longer hair and then I fucked up by not being able to take care of it 04 Jun 2026 09:37 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnhd7avmp226https://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mnhd5kqlo226I had to cut my hair and I feel fucking awful now I feel like killing myself04 Jun 2026 09:36 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mnhd5kqlo226https://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3miqjzpgurk2uso fucking horny today @.@ I need a Hitachi on my tummy, vibrator up my ass, and some good dick to suck on 05 Apr 2026 10:27 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3miqjzpgurk2uhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mhzto2gpxk23going left and getting depressed will make me feel emotions, going right will make me productive, but I'm stuck in middle with no productivity and no emotions27 Mar 2026 09:48 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhzto2gpxk23https://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mhzti4ktas26tired of being in the valley of mediocrity, need antagonistic characters to aim my anger at, it's either getting depressed at going artistic or going tech mode 27 Mar 2026 09:45 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhzti4ktas26https://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mhsf5mqofs2tGod damn I love blondies so much 24 Mar 2026 10:40 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhsf5mqofs2thttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mhpqiixeu22dI'm such a pathetic lesbian, I see woman, even normal woman, and I go awawawawawa23 Mar 2026 09:25 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhpqiixeu22dhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mhpdtl5d3s2nI need to bite a fat bitch 23 Mar 2026 05:38 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mhpdtl5d3s2nhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mh6w7tfekc2bit feels so horrible to see old classmates because I haven't achieved anything since getting out of college and their first question is "where do you work at now"16 Mar 2026 16:52 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mh6w7tfekc2bhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mgskaadxh227I'm being added to groups I'm not qualified to be in, being asked questions I'm not qualified to answer 😭 11 Mar 2026 18:46 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mgskaadxh227https://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mgqwpsycss2npeople get seasonal depression from cold and not enough sun, I get seasonal depression from hot and too much sun 11 Mar 2026 03:24 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mgqwpsycss2nhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mgozq4kc3k2fthe amount of times I say to myself I should kill myself has gone up, but the intensity is down 10 Mar 2026 09:12 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mgozq4kc3k2fhttps://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mgnaehjemc26I'm so fucking cooked 09 Mar 2026 16:06 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mgnaehjemc26https://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mgmjqm7owk25I had hope last to last year, then my depression came back hard, and now I have 0 hopes 09 Mar 2026 09:21 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mgmjqm7owk25https://blacksky.community/profile/katvent.myatproto.social/post/3mgmjltkwgk25the general state of the world makes me feel like I'm more useless than I am, but I don't know how much, but it def feels like I have no way to get a job 09 Mar 2026 09:18 +0000at://did:plc:3bwykbz54q4sobggiyv4ykjj/app.bsky.feed.post/3mgmjltkwgk25